Therapy

when can I see you soon?

soon?

I'm sweeping and swooning in your monsoon,

tossing and turning in your turbulent wind.

soon your rain will bring torrential pain.

so I make like a critter and creep,

creep,

creep, 

down to your creek,

take a swallow of shallow water.

water me gently for once.

you linger like air,

and tear through spacetime like an irritated particle.

my beauteous black hole

take everything from me.

stripping me of my density, deny my gravity,

break me,
then create me planets,

stars,

solar systems,

unfit for intelligent life.

I need to love you

from a distance.

you are my religion,

a revision to Genesis.

I’m seeking Exodus. 

I’m eating forbidden fruit

for breakfast

too ripe for consumption.

sticky molasses splashes

on my swelling throat.

sugar

you are breath taking.